——Chuckie Akenz
you were my everything 　　
this goes out to someone that was 　　
once the most important person in my life 　　
i didn't realize it at the time 　　
i can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so 　　
i don't really expect you to either 　　
it's just... i don't even know 　　
just listen... 　　
you're the one that i want, the one that i need 　　
the one that i gotta have just to succeed 　　
when i first saw you, i knew it was real 　　
i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel 　　
that wasn't me; let me show you the way 　　
i looked for the sun, but it's raining today 　　
i remember when i first looked into your eyes 　　
it was like god was there, heaven in the skies 　　
i wore a disguise 'cause i didn't want to get hurt 　　
but i didn't know i made everything worse 　　
you told me we were crazy in love 　　
but you didn't care when push came to shove 　　
if you loved me as much as you said you did 　　
then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit 　　
now you pushed me away like you never even knew me 　　
i loved you with my heart, really and truly 　　
i guess you forgot about the times that we shared 　　
when i would run my fingers through your hair 　　
late nights, just holding you in my arms 　　
i don't know how i could do you so wrong 　　
i really wanna show you i really need to hold you 　　
i really wanna know you like no one could else know you 　　
you're number one, always in my heart 　　
and now i can't believe that our love is torn apart 　　
refrain:i need you and 　　
i miss you and 　　
i want you and 　　
i love you 'cause 　　
i wanna hold you, 　　
i wanna kiss you 　　
you were my everything 　　
and i really miss you (x2) 　　
i knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man 　　
and then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand 　　
the thought of that just shatters my heart 　　
it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart 　　
at times we was off i was scared to show you 　　
now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you 　　
without you, everything seems strange 　　
your name is forever planted in my brain 　　
damn it, i'm insane, 　　
take away the pain 　　
take away the hurt 　　
baby, we can make it work 　　
what about when you 　　
looked into my eyes 　　
told me you loved me 　　
as you would hugged me 　　
i guess everything you said was a lie 　　
i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes 　　
now i'm not even a thought in your mind 　　
i can see clearly, my love is not blind 　　
refrain 　　
i just wish everything could have turned out differently 　　
i had a special feeling about you 　　
i thought maybe you did too 　　
you would understand, but... 　　
no matter what, you'll always be in my heart 　　
you'll always be my baby 　　
our first day, it seemed so magical 　　
i remember all the time that i had with you 　　
remember when you first came to my house? 　　
you looked like an angel wearing that blouse 　　
we hit it off, i knew it was real 　　
but now i can't take all the pain that i feel 　　
reach in your heart, i know i'm still there 　　
i don't wanna hear that you no longer care 　　
remember the times? remember when we kissed? 　　
i didn't think you would ever do me like this 　　
i didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed 　　
i thought you'd be there for me, this i confess 　　
you said you were my best friend, was that a lie? 　　
now i'm nothing to you, you're with another guy 　　
i tried, i tried, i tried, and i'm trying 　　
now on the inside it feels like i'm dying 　　
refrain 　　
[talking] and i do miss you 　　
i just thought we were meant to be 　　
i guess now, we'll never know 　　
the only thing i want is for you to be happy 　　
whether it be with me, or without me 　　
i just want you to be happy