That loneliness we once shared connected us together.It was a love born from solitary which burned you and me.Now,there's nothing left between us except silence.You left me without a backward glance.
If my heart's already dead,can I still start over again?I'm don't know the answer.Am I becoming an abandoned orphan of God?Happiness never belonged to me.In the past,I had lost so many chances,hurt too many people.Now,I can't seem to face that reality.It's becoming a scar for a lifetime and I will regret it for the rest of my life.I thought I was doing the right thing by hanging on then,but impulse overtook my original thoughts,I guess that means there's no future for me.And just maybe,she's not the one that I'm supposed to wait for!Or else,how can she become so cold toward me.Now that I think back,I was the one being initiative for the past 5 months.Have you ever thought of my feelings?Get hurt,then cry by myself,feel sad by myself,then cure myself.When I thought through this then I forgave you,I then understood,this is you,who will not give me any more unnecessary attention.Actually,I only wanted to be by your side till the end.But you were so harsh and broke my heart,have you ever thought about my humiliation and sadness?
I've never been through this kind of situation before.I stooped myself for you,yet I still have to leave?
If i left,would you think of me more?would you remember my goods!So if I left,would you miss me,even if just a little?If so,I'll leave,far far away.Somewhere I'll never be able to go back home.I just hope that when you had your happiness that you'll remember that once there was a me,someone who loved you so much.
How did love lose to time,the answer is pretty simple,you don't love me anymore!There's no more of your "I will not change" before me.
If my heart stopped beating,my body turned cold,would I be able to forget you then?Would I not love you anymore?Would my heart be free then?
The sky is a beautiful blue and the classroom is very warm,but my heart is cold like the ice.Out of the window,the wind is blowing and my heart is shivering.Only if I left your world then would I be able to give up on you completely,then I would go.I would go to another world where I can start my life anew!
呃……別想不開(kāi)啊……時(shí)間是最好的良藥,可以改變別人也可以改變自己讓自己忘記一些事情的……生活很美好,一切都會(huì)過(guò)去的.