曾經,我的快樂往往來的如此驚心,讓我反而不能跟哪怕是我最親密的人分享,而只能在寂靜的大街上走走使之平息,然后三言兩語記在日記.“讓我反而不能跟哪怕是我最親密的人分享”，怎么看出是反而呢？如果是反而，為什么原句不是that I couldn't share it even with the person ....My own happiness in the past often approached such joy that I could share it even with the person dearest to me but had to walk it away in quiet streets and take down parts of it in my diary.句子里有such...that就相當于so ...that,太...而不能，意譯為反而。such that 在這里就相當于so that。