my mother talked to me about ten years ago ,if she has another children she would not educate him like she educated me
she said she fell reget once i was a smrt boy but after her education i was not
she force me to learn english learn music learn dancing
when i was about 5 years old
if i dont want do that or if i cant understand how to do that that shi would bang me and roar to me i was a little child!
she threatened me with a knife for several times!
and when i was in about grade 3 i dont want do my homework she was so brood that she think i got an ill
so she make me eat some pill everyday these could make me feel relax and wish to do my home work
it just like a kind of drug when she know it can injured my brain she stopped
she said i was very smart when i was an infant i can do something other infants cannot do but i was not now
she feel regret
but who cares about me!
my body is mine
i feel ngry but i can not do any thing
i am a chinese
for her i am just a failed production
now i can notice that i was a little insane
i cant communicate with people well i can speak a lot but they always feel disgust i want a girl friend but i never try because thats impossible from the above