You have to believe in yourself,who's gonna be there for you?God?God will help you,only if you can help yourself.Believe yourself that you can conquer English,so oneday you can conquer English,because you would take action,believe yourself is also about take action
Be independent.That's what i learned from this world.
When i hope that a good teacher would teach me how to speak good English,lots of people said that they can teach me,but they have to charge!I come from a poor family,and can't come up with the tuition,so i chose self-study,in the past two years,Everyday i try to memorize some new words,and articles.Now communication is no problem,i can even read some easy English books if i want.If i didn't believe myself,i couldn't have gone so far.